It was not the right choice... it was not for me and it never will.... good experiences though...lots of laughts and smiles, endleess nights or partys whatever you want to call them...
I learn oh yeah , I did learn something ja ja ja......
My life is in a weird position right now , don't know what to do anymore , sometimes crying feelings crawl my body , specially my eyes....
I use to have a guide in certain way , I didn't know that was my guide , until now , that is not there anymore..
U always answer your phone no matter what time , you knew it was me , when panic and chaos rule...
MX CITY 3:00am tuesday december 2007
ring ring...
ring ring.....
TP-bueno
OP-yooooo
TP-he he he estas bien???
OP:mmmm no se k
TP:vas bien guey
OP:los extrano un chingo a veces guey y sabes que. me da miedo que nunca los vuelva a ver....
TP:ha ha ha no digas eso guey tu sabes que nos vamos a ver pronto y aparte recuerda lo que digiste cuando te fuiste.. pase lo que pase vamos a estar bien y seguir con lo que buscamos.
OP: si pero es que siento que ya no los voy a volver a ver ... no se por que pero eso es lo que siento ......
TP:siempre fuiste bien perspectivo y siempre has sabido cosas antes de verlas y los 4 sabemos eso de ti....
vas bien guey nada mas no te caigas. voy para aya en tu cumple esperabamos verte en navidad pero sabemos que no puedes.. te quiero mucho y no este triston que tu mismo me dices YOU HAVE TO PAY TO PLAY siempre dices eso y es cierto pero aqui estamos Adecito.
OP: te marco al rato deja dormir, perdon por despertarte he he he
TP: no te preocupes AD aqui estoy...... un beso
click........
I guess I have to tell you how much I miss you and your voice thru the phone at late hours at night... he he he I wish you could call me wherever you are and whenever u want...
Right know is a time of change and I need to make a move , a big one, u used to be there in the phone with me when major changes happen in my life ha ha ha right now is happening already so fast that I can't control it , don't know where is going to end.
Im thinking....
where?
why?
how?
when?
shhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.............
the pressure of survival in the big city will make you loose sight of your dream......
hang in there.......
O.P.
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